Behold the Beauty: FFF-MOMMY

Friday, May 8, 2009

FFF-MOMMY

Oh, I am so glad that I didn't miss this special "Favorite Foto Friday" theme on Sarah's Blog....The Theme this time is "MOMMY"....

Everyday this special assignment, this special gift of being a Mommy is so breath taking, with every moment of Joy and cheer that my sweet Hope is a wake and even when she's asleep. I can barely take my eyes off of her...with such overwhelming desire to be with her all the time. I find so much fulfillment in watching her every second. Many times when she sleeps I adore watching her and feeling my deep gratitude in the silence of her presence. I can't say enough about my Girl and how she has changed my life.

Here are some pics of those first moments in Guatemala when my dreams came true and true Love overwhelmed me in a new and forever way.....Thank you God for loving me so much to truly give me my hearts desire, Thank you to my Husband who helped make our dreams come true in so many ways.. I love you so very much, Thank you sweet Hope for the gift of being called your Mommy, And words can't explain how thankful and Grateful I am to Birth Mom for her gift of Life that she gave to Hope that we both could find life together. Happy Mothers Day to you, Thank you so much!

I regret so much that because we were so overwhelmed with the whole thing and so grateful to the Foster mom, that we did not get the very first picture when they handed Hope to me. I so wish that we would have gotten a shot of that moment! However, I was crying/WAILING so much that the lady who came with Hope's Foster Mom wanted to take Hope from me while we got pictures with Foster mom. (She must have felt I needed to calm down.) But I will always have that image and story forever etched in my mind and heart....

4 comments:

Kim & Dave said...: Hey!! Loved my visit to your blog!! Such sweet moments & reading about yours, brought back such wonderful memories for me, too!!; May 9, 2009 at 7:14 PM
Christine said...: How precious! Happy Belated Mother's Day!; May 11, 2009 at 3:00 PM
Aileen said...: Happy Mother's Day, Rachael! Isn't it one of God's greatest gifts that we can call ourselves "Mom" to our precious children now?; May 11, 2009 at 7:52 PM
Pineapple Princess said...: Such precious memories! Love these pictures!; June 3, 2009 at 10:37 AM

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Outdoor Fun.....

Our Dear Sweet Hope! Life wouldn't be life without her...she is the highlight of our day all day long. She is so much fun! Her personality is really peaking now. She is a jokster. It doesn't help when I am trying to dress her or get her to stand still. She always used to work with me before, when I told her to help me.."what is mommy doing",..hold still,..help me. She always did great! Now everything is funny to her. On the flip side of that, I was warned about a possible "Latino" temper from another adoptive mom. I also get to see that side once in a while. THe little boy that I take care of during the day has brought out even more of that SIN nature in Hope...if she thinks that "Will" is violating her space...I have seen her make a face and then grab his arm for a pinch and squeeze. The first time I saw that, I was thinking, "who taught my angel that?!" At this point all kinds of new things are surfacing. We are having the time of lives, to say the least!!!!!!!

THese are just a few random photos. We have many more that we will put on the family blog link above. We got some great Zoo pictures this year....

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March 14th UPDATE
We have arrived in Guatemala safely. We will be in the lobby at 8 AM to pick up our sweet baby Hope. I am not sure if I will get back to post tomorrow or not so I wanted to let you know that we arrived safely. It is a beautiful Hotel "Beautiful",
and very clean. Everyone is very very nice here. I was told that on the 9th floor there is free food and bottled water for those who are adopting...that is where we are right now. The guy who drove us from the airport to the Grand Tikal, our hotel, told us that it's owner is Jewish... oddly enough he has put the whole Torah..the first 5 books of the bible in hebrew and english up here in this adoption lounge. That is a very unexpected find needless to say.

We met a lady on our flight who lives here and gave us her phone number if we were to need anything at all. She owns a business here in Guatemala, only a few minutes from our Hotel. She gave us alot of information regarding things to see and places to shop.

Well stay tuned..it won't be long and you will find some pictures. Lots of love and good night... wish you were here MOM !!! XXXXOOOOO

November 2007 ..On An Old blog/ Hope was 46 days old here....

Today's Date: Jan. 25, 2009.....

I was checking my traffic widget below and saw that someone came onto my blog thru a site called: "Guatadoptbabyhope"

and for a minute I thought: who has highjacked my blog or something...I checked it and it was an old blog that I had used for our fundraiser information. At the time, I kept Hope's current picture on there while we were doing the fundraisers. After that I started a timeline blog and did not go back to delete that blog...so it caught me by surprise...

I HAD FORGOT ABOUT THAT BLOG!!!!

But it is so cute and brings back those memories...so I want to post the link HERE so I can go back and view it. It is really perfect timing though because:

Hope's first "GOTCHA DAY" celebration is just around the corner....MARCH 15th...We are so excited! I can't believe that she has already been home for almost a year! Time has flown and so many things have happened that continue to FILL US UP with JOY over flowing!

We love you our SWEET HOPE!

Where has the time gone?..So sudden, So quick, So fast, time does pass!

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We will post some pictures soon! We didn't really get any "SWEET" pictures of her because she decided to show her "TERRIBLE TWO MODE" at her birthday party. What a sight! Meltdown city! We will take a few more pictures, in her Birthday dress, since we do a yearly photo as well for the wall. Hopefully we will get to see the SWEET HOPE that I know in one of those. :)

What a Joy this Journey continues to be. I can't imagine life without my HOPE! She brings so much joy to my every day. She is so eager to love, laugh and learn. I can't say enough about this little sweet person and soul that God has given us to give back to him each day that we live life and walk this earth. She is a treasure full of God's daily reminders that he is the righteous!

All of our Love Hope and all of God's rich blessings upon you all the days of your life, Mommy and Daddy

On March 20th 2009 we will celebrate one of the Greatest Days of our lives, Hope's 1 year "Gotcha Day."

The picture directly above is the first picture we saw of our daughter. I am so drawn to look at it over and over again, as of recent days, after finding the 8x10 framed picture/the first seen, printed and framed picture of Hope, that had been tucked away to make room for more pictures when Hope came home.

I realize now that a year has gone by, long after the paper chase, the concerns with finalizing the adoption with Guatemala, the trip to Guatemala and all of that, along with the unbelief that we really had a baby and that we could bring her home....I think it has finally settled in or became real to me how much in that moment I had fallen in love with this baby from just seeing her on paper for the first time via email. I had finally became a Mom! Yet I realize now how much I had held my breath with fears thru the whole process. I have obviously relaxed enough now that the feelings I had in those, first moments, have begun to surface. She completely stole my heart away and It gets sweeter and sweeter everyday! This is one of my favorite photos of all! She is my Gift! How precious beyond words......

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Our Dear Sweet Hope....so much has happened this week that changed our plans to celebrate this special time the way we had planned. Daddy lost his Mother, your grandmother, and he had to travel out of the country to attend her funeral and be with his family there for a short while. However, he will be home tomorrow on the 21st, exactly the first full day that you were home for the first time. We took you to the doctor that day for your first well baby check up after getting in from Guatemala very late.. that A.M....we were so proud to be parents and hadn't fully believed yet that we really had a baby...we were really parents, but it did not sink in yet for a couple more days.

We have enjoyed you so much. We could never imagine life without you. I don't have the words to explain how much you mean to me. I just know that you are the most precious and perfect Gift of God. We are so thankful to be called Momma and Daddy. God Bless you Hope and Happy 1 year forever Home.....

With all our Love, Momma and Daddy

The Lord Bless you and keep you

the Lord make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you; the Lord lift up His countenance upon you and give you Shalom. Numbers 6: 24-26.

במדבר 6
יְבָרֶכְךָ֥ יְהוָ֖ה וְיִשְׁמְרֶֽךָ׃

יָאֵ֨ר יְהוָ֧ה ׀ פָּנָ֛יו אֵלֶ֖יךָ וִֽיחֻנֶּֽךָּ׃

יִשָּׂ֨א יְהוָ֤ה ׀ פָּנָיו֙ אֵלֶ֔יךָ וְיָשֵׂ֥ם לְךָ֖ שָׁלֹֽום׃

This is how the Lord told Aaron to bless the people and their children.
Deuteronomy11:18-21a Fix these words of mine in your hearts and minds; tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. 19 Teach them to your children, talking about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up. 20 Write them on the door frames of your houses and on your gates, 21 so that your days and the days of your children may be many

The heaven's declare him....take a hand and go outside for a walk and marvel at the greatness that surrounds you. His name is written in the stillness and the wonder and the beauty! Slow down... and take in the smells and the sounds.

Ideas to combat nature deficit disorder:

* Make worship walk dates with your family and other families

* See nature walks as an antidote against stress and depression.

* Collect little stones on your walks and display them in an old mason jar and set on a windowsill

* Play a game of "find ten glimpses of glory"..and walk through the woods looking for ten interesting leaves, or ten evidences of animals, or ten unusual plants, or ten flashes of color...

* Lay out in the backyard and look up. Watch clouds float by. What shapes are his hand forming? Do you know the different kind of clouds? Here is a cloud Tutorial

http://asd-www.larc.nasa.gov/SCOOL/tutorial/clouds/cloudtypes.html

"For since the creation of the world his invisible attributes, his eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly seen, being understood through what has been made"..for he is GOD Creator

Thinking about Mother's Day.....

"MY FIRST MOTHERS DAY with Baby Hope"...I decided to Google "Guatemalan Mother's Day". I found a blog dated 5/10/2007.... Just 4 months and 2 days before Hope was to be born to her Birth Mother. Birth Mom knowing all along that in only a few months after that mother's day, she would have to take a 4 hour trip to the City on a chicken truck risking her and her baby's life to give birth to her yet unborn child. Her story is the same, I am sure, as what was told in this blog article below.. But as I read this Blog I couldn't stop thinking about Hope's birth Mom and the Gift that she decided to give her then unborn child. She chose life for Hope at the risk of her own life. What greater love is there than that. We are forever grateful to Hope's Birth Mom. Our hats are off to her and her selfless bravery. We pray for her and her family.

Please pray for us as we have located Hope's biological Brother and we are hoping to soon meet him and his adopted family. We have yet to get needed responses...Please pray with us

Here is the blog dated 5/10/07... I can't seem to post the picture that is with this blog article, but the scene is women sitting on a huge porch, at some big local building. They are all sitting on the cemented porch floor, adorned in their normal beautiful colorful attire ...with chins resting upon their palms. Tearful to think what they may be pondering with regards to their situations of lose and wonder and the unknown... Here is what the blog had to say..

Today is Mother's Day in Guatemala ...5/10/07

"Mother's Day is celebrated on May 10th in Guatemala, and working mothers have the day off. In our family, all of the mothers join together at someone's home. We share time together, welcome the new mothers, and play games where we exchange small gifts. Next, the oldest mom shares her words of wisdom. Then we enjoy a meal together."Caroline Arevalo De Galindom mother of Rita Maria, 2 years, Ciudad de Guatemala, Guatemala

As lovely as this sounds, it is probably not the way many of the birth mothers of adopted children celebrate Mother's Day. For those mothers there is probably little celebration going on in their hearts, even if they have other children at home. Burdened by poverty, malnutrition, and suffering from ongoing prejudice there is neither time nor resources to celebrate much of anything.

Not failing to mention, With tender regard, their wounded memories and the constant reminder of the ultimate unknown fate of their children after they had to let go of them.

Meet Our Guatepreciousbaby and what her Guatemama and Guatedaddy have to "brag" about her!

She is:
"The Song of Our Hearts"
This opportunity is such a miracle and very unexpected. It really was not by our hands. But God had a plan and we watched him as he revealed it very unexpectedly. He has been really gracious on our behalf to allow us such a great blessing. We find it to be one of the greatest gifts of our lives to get to be parents and to love this child. He has blessed us beyond measure! This baby is a true Gift from God alone!

Our Adoption Timeline

* God's revealed Baby Plan: Began in 2005- Attended Adoption event 5/2007

* Signed with agency: 6/09/2007

* Agency submitted Child Abuse checks: 6/14/2007- not completed until 8/08/2007

* Started Homestudy: 6/17/2007

* INS received our I-600A: 7/10/2007

* INS Fingerprinting: 7/24/2007

* Home study complete: 8/05/2007

* Dossier to agency: 9/10/2007

* I-171H received: 9/21/2007

* Got Referral: 10/01/2007

* Hope Ma'ayan Born: 9/08/2007

* Accepted Referral: 10/04/2007

* Documents to Guatemala: 10/05/2007

* DNA authorized: 10/17/2007

* DNA samples at Lab: 10/24/2007

* DNA MATCH: 10/25/2007

* DNA in Guatemala: 10/29/2007

* Entered Family Court: 11/22/2007

* We got PA: 12/10/2007

* OUT of Family Court: 12/22/2007

* Entered PGN: 12/26/2007

* EXIT PGN with no KO'S: 1/28/2008

* New birth Certificate: 1/09/2008

* Passport

* Orange

* 2nd DNA Authorized: 2/12/2008

* 2nd DNA Match: 2/27/2008

* 2nd DNA Emb. Signature 3/3/2008

* E-PINK: 3/6..but we got it on 3/10

* Embassy Appt. 3/18 @ 7:15

* Gotcha Day 3/15

* Bring Our Baby Home 3/20 !!!!