Overwhelmed by other notions that swell to take space of unwanted portions of my time and energy...with not one reason to fall prey to such delusions as well as forms of drivenness to really another empty space when still not eyes wide open to what already IS in HUGE PORTIONS....putting a ring to a more common way of saying this..."the grass is not greener on the other side of the fence"...even though it appears to be. Yes, I am coveting and dwelling on what I don't have and what I really do want and feel that would make a big difference. Funny enough next to this "green grass" saying is really green grass... "a BACK YARD" and a few other things that would, I think, really make a difference for the better of family fun, freedom and enjoyment. Condo living has never been for me...I want OUT!!! But as always with GOD it is "first" the HEART condition....and I have continually been screaming about this...to myself of course!!!
PROFOUNDLY....Rescued again by the word...The Lord is my Shepherd..."I SHALL NOT WANT".....
I am free of anything...pressing or trying to consume me... as long as I am stayed fixed on him...with eyes stayed on HIM my focus is balanced and I have peace to just BE .... and just enjoy what he has already given me...this ROOF at least for now, along with the most valuable ...FAMILY
Overwhelmed and blessed everyday to see the FACES that I LOVE and LOVE to LOOK at....has to be the greatest thing and yet for most....so easy to glance away without awareness of the bounty of treasure and pleasure that life has just gifted one with!!! May I always count my blessings and never let a second go by that I am not aware of the treasures and pleasures that are right in front of me!!! Thank you God for always being Faithful to give me a word that makes all the darkness that desires to scoop me into a clump of emptiness....totally disappear at the POWER and COMMAND of your words!!!
I shall not want........
